The universe told me I am everything. So if I am everything, does that mean everything lives in me? I am the homeowner of a mansion the size of a universe. Who gave me such responsibility!? I'm scared! She told me every night - ego, trauma, honor and beauty sit at her doorstep. Boundless they all are. Special they’ve made this home to be. So, I too sit at her doorstep. I want to become you, I told the mansion, but no response. Patiently I waited, until I heard the sweet sound of the doors opening. I walked in. Ego, trauma, honor and beauty left behind. It's like the mansion knew exactly who I was, but no one was there. Just me.

 

I asked her where do you hide? 

She smiled, and I knew this because the hair on my arms went up.

I see no one. 

 

So then I asked, Where do you heal?

Now I can hear her laughing. She’s always laughing and don’t ask me how I know.

But I still see no one.

 

So when can I come?

in a familiar voice, she finally says

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       Indefinitely…………    

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                                        and always.

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She sounds a lot like me. I’m confused, 

 

But then she softly says

 

All this time you’ve been standing on the wrong side. This mansion would wait for you even if the doorstep is as far as you would go. It's time to let you know...

 

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